In order to communicate what I'm trying to in this post, I need to make a confession which no guy likes to make. Before my circumcision, I wasn't exactly what you'd call long-lasting during sex. In fact, I'd definitely say "short-lasting" was the word. "Premature", even. Okay, it's said, phew. I learned to use techniques other than intercourse - look at me defending my manhood. Dear Gods, could I be posturing more? "Other techniques". It doesn't matter. You can think what you want about my sexual prowess.
In attempting to learn how to last longer, I took much internet advice. Things like "feel when the orgasm starts building". Yeah. It was always too late to do anything about it at that stage.
I now know what they meant. Nobody who hasn't been there can understand my view as someone who was hopelessly out of control of my own body, always blaming myself for my shortcomings (ha ha), and now finding that the advice needed a physical change before it was useful. I am in control. It's magnificent. Sex actually feels better, probably in part due to being able to relax and enjoy it, instead of being on edge about "accidents".
There's also no pain. The head of my penis always got super sensitive after coming, so that touch could be painful. Usually was painful, to tell you the truth. No more. That is gone. It is good.
I also feel strangely more confident about my naked body. I don't know why (apart from the obvious reasons, but I think the reasons are deeper) I always felt my penis was dirty and embarrassing, but I don't feel it any more.
Anyway. I'm going to stop gushing about the good this change has brought, you're probably not that interested.
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